A new begining for me....I'm moving from Blogger to wordpress...
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Moving.....
I thinking about moving to wordpress....have done some research...and I feel wordpress is more appealing than blogger....and also I'm moving to a new place this weekend...all excited...I would like to have a nice set-up and kick start watching movies in HD and start writing religously (I'm not sure about this though :-))...
any suggestions for names of the new blog are welcome...
any suggestions for names of the new blog are welcome...
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Some of me favourite songs
Before I bore you guys with another philosophical post....I thought u guys deserve something refreshing. So here I'm posting some of my favourite songs...Hope you all like it...
1) Yeh hain meri kahani - Strings (Film: Zinda)
2) Main Zindigi ka saath nibhata chala gaya - Md Rafi (Film: Hum Dono)
3)O re pakhi - Sonu Nigam (Film: Khoya Khoya Chand)
4)Kabhi Khud pe Kabhi halat pe - Md Rafi (Film: Hum Dono)
5)Na hum tumhe jaane - Hemanth Kumar (Film: Baat ki ek raat ki)
6)To night I wanna cry - Keith Urban
7)Rockstar - Nickel Back
8)Ek woh din bhi the - Rekha Bharadwaj (Film: Chachi 420)
9)One Love - U2
10)Loose yourself - Eminem
Later...
1) Yeh hain meri kahani - Strings (Film: Zinda)
2) Main Zindigi ka saath nibhata chala gaya - Md Rafi (Film: Hum Dono)
3)O re pakhi - Sonu Nigam (Film: Khoya Khoya Chand)
4)Kabhi Khud pe Kabhi halat pe - Md Rafi (Film: Hum Dono)
5)Na hum tumhe jaane - Hemanth Kumar (Film: Baat ki ek raat ki)
6)To night I wanna cry - Keith Urban
7)Rockstar - Nickel Back
8)Ek woh din bhi the - Rekha Bharadwaj (Film: Chachi 420)
9)One Love - U2
10)Loose yourself - Eminem
Later...
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
The art of letting it go..and how to succeed by failing...
Letting go of things that you want to hold on is a very special art and very very hurting process....but it will eventually help you grow as a person...and will help you on how to handle situations that you would normally freak out...
There is a simple analogy behind this funda....its like...more tighter you hold on to something more is the pressure you will put on it...and ultimately its you that is going on to suffer by putting that extra pressure to hold on....but trust me friends letting go of things that you want to hold on will make "YOUR" life easier....because the things that belong to you, there is no need not on hold to them.... they will stay with you with out any pressure......take any scenario in life.....relationships, job, financial matters or anything....the more you want things badly the more the disappointment you get...but you should never stop trying what you want....keep trying but be prepared to get disappointed...prepare to fail...prepare to loose things...learn to be a looser...you gotta fail in life to succeed...some of you might agree with me on this and some might not...but from my experiences of watching people around me closely I believe in the above words... Until you have failed you will never ever realize the importance of success....you wont realize what it is to miss something in your life that you wanted so badly...things like money, House, Cars etc.,...might be materialistic but those things have lot of memories, struggles, failures that we all go through...For most of you folks things might be going just fine in all corners...but life being a bitch will throw in a surprise here and there..to screw you...and you gotta be strong to come out of it...other wise you will feel and live like a looser rest of your life...
people who have never lost anything will never ever realize the importance of that thing....and when they find it again...they will handle it very carefully...take care of it in mature way that before...and for those folks who ask what if I don't get a second chance? my answer is that YOU WILL..god or who ever is up there will always give us a second chance to make things right....it is up 2 u to identify that opportunity and grab it with both hands
Never look back at what happened when you gotta move forward...never think what you could have done to avoid being in the present situation......I think only those people who live in the moment live their life to the fullest not in past not in future...but the present. We all live in present not in past not in future..so it kinda makes sense to have a good time when you are there.
I hope this gibberish made some sense to at least few of you out there....
cheers.
There is a simple analogy behind this funda....its like...more tighter you hold on to something more is the pressure you will put on it...and ultimately its you that is going on to suffer by putting that extra pressure to hold on....but trust me friends letting go of things that you want to hold on will make "YOUR" life easier....because the things that belong to you, there is no need not on hold to them.... they will stay with you with out any pressure......take any scenario in life.....relationships, job, financial matters or anything....the more you want things badly the more the disappointment you get...but you should never stop trying what you want....keep trying but be prepared to get disappointed...prepare to fail...prepare to loose things...learn to be a looser...you gotta fail in life to succeed...some of you might agree with me on this and some might not...but from my experiences of watching people around me closely I believe in the above words... Until you have failed you will never ever realize the importance of success....you wont realize what it is to miss something in your life that you wanted so badly...things like money, House, Cars etc.,...might be materialistic but those things have lot of memories, struggles, failures that we all go through...For most of you folks things might be going just fine in all corners...but life being a bitch will throw in a surprise here and there..to screw you...and you gotta be strong to come out of it...other wise you will feel and live like a looser rest of your life...
people who have never lost anything will never ever realize the importance of that thing....and when they find it again...they will handle it very carefully...take care of it in mature way that before...and for those folks who ask what if I don't get a second chance? my answer is that YOU WILL..god or who ever is up there will always give us a second chance to make things right....it is up 2 u to identify that opportunity and grab it with both hands
Never look back at what happened when you gotta move forward...never think what you could have done to avoid being in the present situation......I think only those people who live in the moment live their life to the fullest not in past not in future...but the present. We all live in present not in past not in future..so it kinda makes sense to have a good time when you are there.
I hope this gibberish made some sense to at least few of you out there....
cheers.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Life...
You are born...first thing that you do is fucking cry...then you grow up...every one likes you when you are a baby...they adore you...according to people "You are the most wonderful" thing ever....you don't know any kinda shit going around you....you grow up a little...you start knowing things...you know whats right and what wrong...you like doing what is wrong...you start getting into this vicious phase and all you hear, read or experience are words and things like education, school, porn, college, engineering, medicine, MBA, IIT, IIM, cricket, sports, football, ciggerttes, beer, whiskey, scotch ...at the same time...you want to have female/male attention...so that you look cool and you are the guy/gal with a BF/GF....then in the next phase you hear things like computers, Oracle, Infosys, Google, Microsoft, databases, Project Management, Java, coding, scripting, F1 visa, GRE, TOEFL, H1B-visa, L1 visa, green card, voter Id, drivers license, environment, MD, MS, working 9-5, weekend parties, daaru, shaaru, movie, shuvi.......buy every fucking gadget out there...buy fancy fucking stuff like phones, watches, PS3,....and If you are still in a relationship and its going good you get married...If you broke up...you cry, think that you have the worst possible life out there....bitch about life and bitch about every motherfucking thing in this world, drink youself to death.....and then you come out of it...and then get married because you want a partner...you want a "Sahara (Hindi word.. not the desert), companionship, someone whom you can spend time with, He/She is the one"....Life is great....you are happily married, you quit smoking, quit drinking, you eat healthy, low cholestrol, high protein, high carbs...drink only during parties...you turn into a social fucking animal...do everything according to fucking society ...you buy a fucking car, you buy a fucking house, start a fucking savings a/c with your wife..you buy fucking furniture from IKEA, you buy a big fucking ass TV, Home theater system....you go outside the country for vacation every year (If you got enough money)......after few years...you have kids.......you feel happy...you start changing diapers...clean up their shit....and they start to talk....and they grow up...ask all stupid questions....they grow up little more...you upgrade your house..upgrade your car to SUV or Van...you take a mortgage on your home, start worrying about school and college for kids, they grow up into adults and get into jobs...you hate your job...you want to quit...but you can't... you have big fucking mortage, loans and what not...so you keep on working...your children get married...you have thanks giving, christmas (Dusheera, diwali for desi's) dinners...you kids visit you during long weeknds...your kids have kids...you are a grandpa/ma...you start getting diseases...your kids start ignoring you...they are busy with their lifes...you are fucking old...you can't do things without anyones help...eventually you fucking die...
Do what you want to....untill u realize its too late...
See ya'all next time...
Do what you want to....untill u realize its too late...
See ya'all next time...
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Road Trip - My thoughts
I went on a road trip during labour day weekend...and several thoughts flashed in front of my eyes...basically i revisited my life during 3100 mile trip...to start off After first two hundred miles i wasn't sure If I'm gonna make it to Phoenix...so instead of thinking about the destination...I decided I will just enjoy the journey. The west part of Texas is beautiful and scary at the same time...beautiful for its mountains and steep roads....scary because there was literally nothing for few hundred miles..so If your car breaks down you are screwed...thanks to my Honda it never left me in middle of nowhere...
Things have been going tough for me quite a while...so I wanted to get away for few days...I had to refresh myself...so that i can comeback stronger and face the situation....and I think this break really helped me...I learnt quite a few things on how to handle and plan in life...just like driving to a farther place...it all starts with small steps...just decide where you want to go and keep going until u reach your destination...ignore all the obstacles that u might face on your way...after around 800 miles my neck and shoulders started hurting...and I wasn't sure If would be able to drive the last 300 miles...I kept going...taking breaks every 100 miles...finally I reached Phoenix after 16hr 45 min of nonstop driving from Houston...I wasn't tired or anything but there was bit of pain on my neck and shoulders...
I have realized that long drives certainly helps me in rejuvenating my inner self and refresh my believes and I feel stronger after the trip...I feel that I have achieved something...its sort of winning a lottery or something like completing a marathon...the sense of joy or feeling that u have cannot be expressed in words...I don't know how many of you like driving...but I certainly do...even though I have low-back problem (guess I'm getting old... :-) )...I still feel its worth every bit of pain...
The second part of the trip was from Phoenix to LA...I had my friend giving me company from Phoenix...and during this second part..we were listening to songs, talking about old movies, how India changed in 5 years (esp. Hyderabad), relationships, marriage and how important it is at this point of our lives (late 20's and early30's) we need to be with our friends and families...we both have been in US for a while and most of our friends got married or in a relationship and the sense of feeling alone hits you once in a while...sometimes during the low phases of life its very tough to motivate yourself and do things that you used to do when things were going good....we listen to lot of Rafi Saab and kishore songs...especially Rafi and shammi kapoor combination...It was great driving and listening to these songs and sing them out loud...when we reached LA...my mind set was totally changed....I felt like "Life is not bad, It can be fun.." I mean sometime u live for these moments..no matter how much you write or talk about it...the experience always stays with you...
So everyone out there who are busy with your lives, work and family...do youself a favour take break and go on a road trip... and rediscover your life....
Adios...untill next time...
Things have been going tough for me quite a while...so I wanted to get away for few days...I had to refresh myself...so that i can comeback stronger and face the situation....and I think this break really helped me...I learnt quite a few things on how to handle and plan in life...just like driving to a farther place...it all starts with small steps...just decide where you want to go and keep going until u reach your destination...ignore all the obstacles that u might face on your way...after around 800 miles my neck and shoulders started hurting...and I wasn't sure If would be able to drive the last 300 miles...I kept going...taking breaks every 100 miles...finally I reached Phoenix after 16hr 45 min of nonstop driving from Houston...I wasn't tired or anything but there was bit of pain on my neck and shoulders...
I have realized that long drives certainly helps me in rejuvenating my inner self and refresh my believes and I feel stronger after the trip...I feel that I have achieved something...its sort of winning a lottery or something like completing a marathon...the sense of joy or feeling that u have cannot be expressed in words...I don't know how many of you like driving...but I certainly do...even though I have low-back problem (guess I'm getting old... :-) )...I still feel its worth every bit of pain...
The second part of the trip was from Phoenix to LA...I had my friend giving me company from Phoenix...and during this second part..we were listening to songs, talking about old movies, how India changed in 5 years (esp. Hyderabad), relationships, marriage and how important it is at this point of our lives (late 20's and early30's) we need to be with our friends and families...we both have been in US for a while and most of our friends got married or in a relationship and the sense of feeling alone hits you once in a while...sometimes during the low phases of life its very tough to motivate yourself and do things that you used to do when things were going good....we listen to lot of Rafi Saab and kishore songs...especially Rafi and shammi kapoor combination...It was great driving and listening to these songs and sing them out loud...when we reached LA...my mind set was totally changed....I felt like "Life is not bad, It can be fun.." I mean sometime u live for these moments..no matter how much you write or talk about it...the experience always stays with you...
So everyone out there who are busy with your lives, work and family...do youself a favour take break and go on a road trip... and rediscover your life....
Adios...untill next time...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
It's official...My life sucks!!!!!
Fuck this shit...It sucks!!! par jab kismat aur time hoo gandu...kya karenga pandu.
My friends tell me "Mard bann... be a man" "Face the situation dude...no one is going to help you.."..."when going gets tough...tough gets going"
Well aaj se..mujhe dua ki nahi...dawa ( whiskey, rum, vodka etc.,) ki zaroorat hain...
May be I'm just repaying for my karma...may be this is how its written...may be I dont have any work and Im just writing crap...may be I'm lost...fuck this...why am I talking like this????....I don't know....I'm just frustrated...angry at my life.